Jacob's House Blog

Hello! I would like to take a brief moment to introduce myself. My name is Cyndi Didlot (long o, silent t). My husband, Chris and I joined Jacob’s House on a full-time basis as parents in November 2009. What a blessing it has been!! I wouldn’t even know where to begin in sharing what being here has done for us personally and in our family. The opportunity to serve here in itself is huge, but being under the direction of Miss Penny has brought us up to a new level already! Our heart to help others in need and to LOVE LOVE LOVE has multiplied in just a short time by following her example.
Penny has the ability to draw gifts out of people and propel them into using them! She does this with the children and anyone who is around her. I’m about to share with you a letter I wrote to God on New Year’s Day this year. When I read it to Penny she asked me to share it on here too. This letter is my heart for God and my prayer to live the life He created me for. I pray that you will be inspired by this and please feel free to make it your prayer as well.

I’m starting this new year different from any other. I have an intent focus on God and His ways. No more will my mind be set on me, but on Him. Because I know a little about His ways, I know I will benefit greatly through this. I will find satisfaction in knowing Him. I will become all that He has designed me to be as a wife and helpmate to the good and perfect gift He gave me when He joined me to my husband. I will be all that He designed me to be as a mother to my children. My blessings. Also to all other blessings He puts in my path. And ultimately, I will be ALL He designed me to be as His daughter, His handmaid, His representative in the Earth. To accomplish all that He calls on me to do, in excellence and a pure heart.

God, I long to truly KNOW You like never before. I’m asking You to quicken my heart and mind that I can understand and comprehend all that You show me. Be my teacher, Holy Spirit. I long to be in Your presence everyday. To walk in Your love, grace, wisdom, authority and passion.

I want to know YOUR heart and YOUR vision for this year and my role in it. I’m asking you now to show me, so I can follow Yours and not my own. God, I repent for my own failures of the past years. My selfishness, pride, bad attitudes and lack of love for You and Your children. Help me to grow in love, that I may not repeat those past failures. Help me to be led by Your Holy Spirit, that I may stay on Your path. I sense the times are more urgent now than ever before. I’m asking You to accelerate my growth and teach me thoroughly, so I can produce more fruit more quickly. Magnify instruction and revelation (Is.42:21). I want to be an effective tool You can count on. I know I have a long way to go, but I also know what You are capable of. As I draw near to You, You will draw near to me and amazing things will happen.

Show me how to use the gifts You put in me, how to increase them and to flow in Your anointing. Sing Your song through me! A song that has never been heard in this world (Is. 42:10). Give me songs that bring people in to You. Songs that stir praise and thankfulness. Songs that pierce hard hearts, songs that bring life to the dead, that wake the sleeping and move them to action! Bring fire to the cold, turn those who have been still and stagnant into a brilliant magnet! Brighten our lights that shine for You to draw more into Your Kingdom. We are Your secret weapon. Set us off to be a blasting bomb! Not this dying dud. God, give me songs that cause us to rise up and be who we are in Christ. To use our authority in boldness! To shut down the enemy and keep him in his place. Behind us! Under our feet! And BOUND!!

I lift up this team You have put together at Jacob’s House. Let there be unity in our hearts and our vision. God, help me to draw all that I should from the people and resources You have surrounded me with. Help me to be a strong support and effective tool in my position here. Strengthen the bond between my husband and I to face future challenges without offense and strife. Let love be multiplied in us for each other and those around us. Show us how to walk better in love with our children and strengthen our bond with them. Help us to train them up to serve You and answer what You call them to do. Teach us to prepare them thoroughly for a life satisfied through You.

Thank You God, for hearing me and I receive Your help now in Jesus’ name. I’ve asked according to Your Word and I know You are faithful to perform Your Word in my life. THANK YOU!!! I am so excited to know You more and to grow and to serve. I’m humbled and so thankful for all of this. I love You Lord, and I pray that my life proves those words. Amen.  

You can email me at   cyndi@jacobshouse.org

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